this whole thing is exciting and scary and frustrating. I mean, I like it. I like it better when See (the original owner/creator/everything of Ong King) is there to do the mic. Because he's super great in front of a crowd. Me? Not so much.

Tonight was fun, and before the open mic we had a meeting. And every time we have a meeting I get a little nervous and a little scared. Which is good, I guess. We have people that are really excited about what we're doing. And people who still don't know. And all things in between. And I start work again tomorrow... and I'm tired... and I just want to be living in Ong King already and doing the artist stuff and walking to my day job and not having to deal with other people's control issues. Especially when they want to control my life.

Sigh.